Am I selfish because I want to maximize the time that we spend together getting to know each other.
Am I selfish because I am always going somewhere farther away each time I deploy and I want to spend our time together getting closer to him.
Am I selfish because I want him to remember the times he spent with just his Daddy.
Am I selfish because I miss having him most of the weekends like I used to when I was able to wake up to him watching me.
Am I selfish because sometimes I want to be the only one who is the recipient of that big cute smile.
Am I selfish because I want to teach him about life and learn how to be a kid again.
…I guess so but who cares!
